Friday, April 10, 2009

I'm yours . =)

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours


PS : love this song so much . =)

People always leave .

Dear Diary ,

LIFE . Is a simple word means everything.

LOVE. Is a big world means something.

Sometimes , people don't know how to show their feeling about Life and Love. Because the fact is, Life needs Love and Love needs sacrifice. But when you got there, you will never understand what it’s all about. It will brings you through a sadness or a fake happyness or maybe a trully one, but you will back again to the part of sadness. You will never know when does it becomes pain and hurts, when does it becomes a huge deal to you. Because when you try to find the right answer, you’ll never get there. Because, it’s Life. It’s JUST life. No one knows the end of every stories of it.

"There are 6,470,818,671 people in d world . Some are good , some are bad , some are far away from you , some are dun know what to do , some tell lies to make it through the day , others are just now facing the truth .
6 billion people in the world , 6 billions souls and sometimes
all you need is ONE ."

I just wondering how can i survive anymore without saying "I love him. I need him. And I really want him." this time. I dun know, i just feel like, i have to say it. I have to tell him. That i really miss him. always waiting for him. And no one will ever got me to this kind of feeling anymore. No one will ever bring me to this kind of love again. I just want to know , is he has a love left for me? Coz i dun know that you care. I dun know, that you really care. I just wanna be where you are right now. But i know, it won’t works very well even if i talk to him about my feelings. Because it’s just a life. People always changed. Nobody’s knows anyone’s feeling. and the most important part is People always leave.


P.S : Sometimes they come back , but they are not YOU.

*Barbie .


Lukisan Hati Sang Putri Hujan .

Dear diary ,

Saat ini , hujan turun dengan derasnya diluar sana . Baru saja aku menikmati sealunan lagu yang mengartikan sejuta kata dalam hatiku. Sejenak , ku termenung , ternyata kubegitu merindukan sosok banyak orang di sisiku. Entah apa yang ingin kulakukan di sela masa membosankan ini , hanya menulis dan bercerita yang terpikir olehku .

Bukan terlalu puitis atau bahkan sangat melankolis . Tapi sungguh , aku ingin mengulang smua masa-masa indah yang pernah ada dulu . Detik ini , aku sangat merindukan teman-temanku yang entah sedang apa diluar sana sekarang . Kehadiran mereka benar-benar membuatku terasa ada di dunia ini . Setiap alunan hari yang kami lewati seperti narkotika dalam tubuhku .

Seperti kata pepatah , ‘jika kita menyayangi seseorang , kita hrs mendoakannya agar dia bahagia’ . Itulah yang baru kuwujudkan jadi nyata . Setidaknya , dia sekarang sudah bahagia dan akupun begitu . Tapi , itu sudah kisah lama . Dan sekarang , banyak kisah baru menanti . Mungkin suatu hari , ada yg dapat menjelaskan padaku apa arti dari jalan hidupku , yang penuh liku dan sangat rumit ini .

Aku sempat merasa tak ada lagi yang perlu kuperjuangkan dalam hidup ini . Karena sejuta konflik , cobaan dan rasa kehilangan yang berulang kali terjadi membuat aku seakan rapuh dan tak bernyawa lagi . Tapi , ternyata aku merasa sebaliknya sekarang . Bukankah aku sangat kuat dan sangat hidup ? Bukankah aku hanya kurang sedikit saja untuk menyempurnakan hidupku ?

Hujan , aku sedang sangat merindukan orang yang sangat berarti dalam hidupku sekarang ini . Semoga , hujan dan angin menyampaikan rinduku padanya . Dan pada saat itu , aku siap untuk menyanyikan senandung kata hatiku , dimana mungkin , yang lain tak tahu betapa aku sangat mengharapkannya di sini saat ini .

Memang aneh rasanya jika bercerita seakan semua mengerti apa yang kucurahkan . Tapi , inilah sketsa sang penulis yang tak bisa berhenti menulis kisah hidupnya .

*Barbie .